unattached to the ground: Archive

Nov 1st

Hello there

I adore the fact that I can think whatever and whenever I want to. but there are consequences for everything, you know. and when I was daydreaming today a yolk man popped into my head. this was not a particularly good thing, but I welcomed him anyways. When he left, yellow stains were all over my place, I guess I have to spend time to cleanup thoroughly. Yes, a yolk man. Don’t...

Nov 1st

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Ahhhhhhhhhhh

Sometimes I would like to damn myself for being a high achiever (nAch). I wish I could slack off a bit, and care less about my studies, but I could never do this. Or I should say, I have too much moral anxiety…Screw this! nAchers: prefer activities that provide some but not too much challenge; they enjoy tasks where they are personally responsible for the outcome and where feedback on...

Oct 31st

“I can’t be right for somebody else If I’m not right for me”

Oct 30th

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“To me, God is a concept that helps people. It’s a concept that makes people more...”

– John Frusciante (via fuckyeahfrusciantism) So true, John.

Oct 30th

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Oct 30th

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Saturday's heaven

Great job Sunshine, and I love you! things that made my heart bloom today: -Frusciante’s guitar is orgasmic (esp. in the RHCP song “Snow”) -weather is superb in the Bay Area -had Peets’ latte with Godiva’s chocolate- this combo is golden -ordered a bunch of CDs online -eye candied a cute guy outside the coffee shop while I was working on my philosophy paper

Oct 29th

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Creep

I was enjoying my time in the laundry room while I sang the song “Creep” —until I discovered I was not alone all by myself.

Oct 28th

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Oct 27th

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Oct 27th

I blame my period

for making me grumpy ↑4384 times + negative emotions ↑100 times + urge for rice ↑2 times. I have to jog tomorrow and let go all my squishy-slimey-bastardy emotions inside me. Bye my voice of doom—you will literally get doomed when endorphins hit my brain.

Oct 27th

Nerdy way of denying LOVE?

Attraction towards opposite sex for me now= Dopamine+Adrenline+Serotonin. It’s just mere biological attraction. It’s my fucking neurotransmitters who are excited. Don’t think this is love.

Oct 27th

Oct 26th

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Oct 26th

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Oct 25th

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UCLA's application prompt

This is what I dreamed of last night: I received an application prompt from UCLA’s psychology department, and its prompt is something like this- ”Write a book that is greater than Thomas More’s Utopia and Dante’s The Odyssey combined.” And in my dream I thought I could easily top that. - My unconsciousness is a bit too neurotic I guess, urging me that I should...

Oct 25th

Oct 24th

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It is amazing that my mum and I shouted and argued like insane but we reconciled within 15 minutes over the phone.

Oct 24th

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Oct 23rd

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Life is still good

I ran like fuck today I slept on the bench and enjoyed the sun and the blue sky I sang out loud on a bridge when there was no one around me I think i aced my Midterm I regularly drink Peets’ coffee, which is the best best best among all other chained-coffee shops I am reading an interesting book “The Nurture Assumption” I figured out that I like being alone very very much ...

Oct 22nd

Oct 21st

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suddenly i want to run in full speed i don’t care about getting sprains afterwards i want to feel the passing of time i want to feel alive i want to stop whenever i want and discover that i am somewhere else somewhere i don’t know then i will lie on the grass and smell the dirt feel the touch of sunlight hear the wind and think of you and everyone i truly love after...

Oct 20th

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Oct 19th

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Oct 19th

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A Note to Myself

Never dance alone in grocery stores even though you think no one will see you- a guy laughed at you when you were dancing to “By the Way” three days ago while choosing a bunch of bananas.

Oct 18th